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Thursday, March 26, 2009

Its Not EASY!!

Well hello there, its me again updating my blog after a very long time. I have been very busy lately and i mean very .. alot had happenned. But i guess i'll keep it short .....


Family



Hmmm family is good .... my mom fell recently and she is in bad condition....she is handicap for now but i hope not for long ...Inshallah ..... haiz ..... mommy becareful the next time please .... and be strong k ... smile








WOrk



Work is cool .... i'm lovin it!!!! I got promoted to cpl... not only that but from VC to SC .... allhamdulila!!!! So now i'm SC CPL Faiz hahahaha Yeah !!!!YEAH!!!! I really work hard for it ..... with my family prayers and myself , i did it ..... My SAR report was outstanding !!! Thank you lord!!!! Flaunt it babey ... hahhahaha .....








LOVE


Here come the sad part ......


Dear baby ,


I love you too much that is hard for me to let u go .... i'm really sincere ... i should't let you off my hand in first place .... That was my mistake .... but try to understand which boyfren can take it knowing that his love one sleeping with someone ???


Baby looking at u now just make my feelings go wild!!! i cant move on ..... your present are all around me .... i really need u ..... i really do ..... why cant i have u back .... i promise i wont let u go ... i promise i wont be firm with u as i know it make u feel so scared... i just need u .......



You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are.You mean everything to me.I love you alot ....I'll never forgethow the first time i look in your eyes,I pray, That I feel your touch And that God doesn't forget our love....I pray,When I close my eyes,I can still see visions of you on my mind.....I pray,That I see you in another life,I pray that you still by my side.

Everything that you give to me,Only comes in a fantasy.....,It seems like life goes by so fast,....I hate that we live to die,But only God knows why ...We all have a purpose, And to see you again it'll be worth it. I love you baby



Wish that I could stop time,....I wish that I could rewind,......To the very begining of every second of my life.......To ask God on my hands and knees,To never let me forget all my special memories......,And if it's my time to go,......I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,So one last timeLet me open my eyes.To see what my life used to be like. I'll pray that u would come back some day ..... till that day come i'll wait ....


Well people thats what i'm feeling now .... haiz till than i'll blog again ....

















From Baby Bushuk