Cancerian Guy

2009-11-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you.

Is this statement true? I wonder

Its Not EASY!!

2009-03-26T05:21:00.000-07:00

Well hello there, its me again updating my blog after a very long time. I have been very busy lately and i mean very .. alot had happenned. But i guess i'll keep it short .....

Family

Hmmm family is good .... my mom fell recently and she is in bad condition....she is handicap for now but i hope not for long ...Inshallah ..... haiz ..... mommy becareful the next time please .... and be strong k ... smile

WOrk

Work is cool .... i'm lovin it!!!! I got promoted to cpl... not only that but from VC to SC .... allhamdulila!!!! So now i'm SC CPL Faiz hahahaha Yeah !!!!YEAH!!!! I really work hard for it ..... with my family prayers and myself , i did it ..... My SAR report was outstanding !!! Thank you lord!!!! Flaunt it babey ... hahhahaha .....

LOVE

Here come the sad part ......

Dear baby ,

I love you too much that is hard for me to let u go .... i'm really sincere ... i should't let you off my hand in first place .... That was my mistake .... but try to understand which boyfren can take it knowing that his love one sleeping with someone ???

Baby looking at u now just make my feelings go wild!!! i cant move on ..... your present are all around me .... i really need u ..... i really do ..... why cant i have u back .... i promise i wont let u go ... i promise i wont be firm with u as i know it make u feel so scared... i just need u .......

You know with each day that passes by, I pray to god I'll never forget who you are.You mean everything to me.I love you alot ....I'll never forgethow the first time i look in your eyes,I pray, That I feel your touch And that God doesn't forget our love....I pray,When I close my eyes,I can still see visions of you on my mind.....I pray,That I see you in another life,I pray that you still by my side.

Everything that you give to me,Only comes in a fantasy.....,It seems like life goes by so fast,....I hate that we live to die,But only God knows why ...We all have a purpose, And to see you again it'll be worth it. I love you baby

Wish that I could stop time,....I wish that I could rewind,......To the very begining of every second of my life.......To ask God on my hands and knees,To never let me forget all my special memories......,And if it's my time to go,......I don't want the love of my life to ever fade away,So one last timeLet me open my eyes.To see what my life used to be like. I'll pray that u would come back some day ..... till that day come i'll wait ....

Well people thats what i'm feeling now .... haiz till than i'll blog again ....

From Baby Bushuk

2008-11-21T20:05:00.000-08:00

Dear Family ,friends and Fans hehe
Please look at this poster and tell me if u wanna buy the tixs. Selling at 5 dollars each .... event highlight *Model Runway *Dance COMP* After Party With DJ Sylenz And more .... Do come to support and Enyoy the party :) .... Venue : Zhenghua CC At bt panjang Near Segar LRT .... 3 Pm Till 11 Pm ....

Love Faiz

ANSWER THROUGH MY TAG BOARD

2008-11-09T21:25:00.001-08:00

Guys answes this question!!! Just tag it to my tag board !!!!! Whoever get the right answer
first will walk away with 2 tix for the hip hop affairs Happning on 6 dec!!!!!

Closing date 30 nov 2008 at 12 am sharp!!!!

Love Faiz

Holiday

2008-11-09T20:56:00.000-08:00

Hey guys , I'm back !!!! hahahah was away recently to london (MF) and KL .... had fun tho :) anyway nothing much to blog but only some pictures Enjoy!!!!......

It Will Never Stop!

2008-10-15T20:48:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! How are you guys? Great? Cool! Well ask me! Mine‘s suck to the core … arrrrrrrr!!! Just need some who can understand my feelings right now. Lots of thing are happening now … and it’s one after another! I just need some fresh air.

My DANCE GroUp

There was huge commotion recently in my crew so we call for a meeting. The 6 of us which is I, Yenny, Zie, Sidik, Fadil and Yuki. The whole thing was about a small miss understanding matter such as never sms if there’s practice and all... in a sense “expecting a red carpet “to come for practices and stuff. Than come personal problem like Boy friends fighting and yada yada yada WA lau!!! Thank god it settled already. But to all of u here is my advice on yesterday situation... The way some of u shoots your words, it really needs to be filter. Look at yourself in the mirror before say something that will make you look like a Fool! That’s my advice for human like me unlike some, this will be their advice “Kerana mulut badan benasa “and of coz all of u understand that right. So please think and look at your self before you shoot your words.

POWER!!
Well that was not the end tho. Right after I reach ang mo kio MRT station, I received a msg from unknown number saying (this is the how he put his msg and its not edited)” my cheer babies… u guys had been activated for cheer practice on this coming Friday at 1900 hours... it a must to come, 4 up coming performance.. thanks cya” So I replied “(msg not edited) Huh? What show? Why I’m not informed of this show before u sent the msg to the rest? and who are you? after 5 mins. He replied “FADLI” than I ask him “Why didn’t you inform me before posting the msg to the rest” he relied “Y... I cnt tell my cheer ppl” Wow impressive . this part if u can see magic , u would have see fire in my head! So I try to cool down and advice him this “Any performance should be inform by the leaders first before telling it to the rest! So do every other performance I always ask you and sidik before telling the rest! IT’S A FORM OF RESPECT!:” was really pissed boy!!! After that he throw in more fire by sending me this “So wt 4 me being a leader 4 cheer” ya allah please calm me down I was praying haha so I shoot him with this “Than what for I become the head leader but don know anything about what’s happening and al?And what for if got show I ask you and sidik first ? I’m the head what ? I can choose what ever I like what! Think before you talk! I ask you and sidik first before telling it to the rest because it’s a form of BASIC respect! Than no reply for about 10 min than I received this “ sorie guys it been cancle 4 this coming practice” this part I was like HAIYO!!! So I sent “ why cancel” 2 mins later I received this “ fine yada yada yada(details of the show and all ) so that was cool I thought he was giving in tau so I was replying this “ ok will do. So you want me to do the emailing of you have done everything? “ than u know what he reply ?”You ahead n do everything.. cos i out 4 this performance .. k sorie” PenG Siak!!! Haiyo !!!! Than I replied “ and why is that so?” than he very last msg was “nt free” than I couldn’t be bothered ..

From this whole point where do you think I go wrong? I can’t believe this is like happening again!!! Esp. after helping him to cover his ass from A LOT of people cause he make a fool of him self and till today I don think he know s about it! I really thing I don’t deserve this bull shit!!! Oh well WHATEVER its fasting Month just forgive and forget!

LOvEaBlE PeOpLe

Now a days my friends are reminding me that angle do have feelings whenever I say I’m an angel.. haiz it really scared me some time to change my life . To bring a new person out from me that no will recon. The devil in me! I really don one to be that way … I love myself now …. So people please stop hurting me … u may not notice what u do to hurt me but one good example is by Saying things which is untrue about me ! By creating a distance or draw a line with each other. I hate it when that happen . I just hope things will get better soon cause I’m running out of patience. Inshallah every thing is gonna be alright J Cause once I don care about a person than that’s the end of non-stop hits....
ANYWAY b4 i sign out i would like to shout out

to sidik “U are an X not an O hahaha

F2DM Stay strong aite?!!! GO GO F2DM\

Sphyntrix stay cool .. and be strong k

Divas can’t wait for KL Trip haha
Missing all of u la!!!! hehe

And the rest hmmmmm selamat berbuke k hahahaha

Love Faiz

BEEN BUSY MY DEAR

2008-09-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

After a very busy months , now than i got the time to blog !!! tu pun nak kene take leave !!! hahaha

OK la lets update .... well work have been good ... my Mdm have been naggy .... my senior da ORD that means more work for me haiz ..!!!! And back to my mdm , she really cannot see me free tau .... ade je keje nanti dia ask to do hmmm BITCH U !!!! Die Bitch Die!!!!

Thank god i got my friend asri and hafiz to cheer me up and also my LOGS Boys hahahaha... sound lika bouncer !!!! SEXY!!!

Anyway .... Moving on ... My last cheer show was on the 30 aug ... hmmm only sha and samy came down the rest never come hmmm sedih seh but i understand la that "some" of u busy with work and all and some stay at hujong tanjong like our kak jan hahaha ... kesian dia !!!always the last person to be updated .... hey but i wanted to say thank u for staying up late just to watch my performnce on tv (Suria) so sweet of u kak jan hahaha THANKS !!!!

Here are some pictures i took for my shows : Guess who is inside this cute bear? hahaha

HUH? hmmmm ConfuSE!!!!! hahaha After mascott

Zapin Hip Hop !!!! Cool Or Wat!!!

Cheerleading

Da thats all :) not alot la .... the rest i have yet to upload on my lappi !!! Anyway i think thats all for now !!! I know u guys know alot had happen recently ... but i just don want to talk about it .... Happy THoughts :) k la take care till than i'll blog again

Love Faiz

The WaY I lOvE YoU!

2008-07-20T10:17:00.000-07:00

After all of the times that we tried,

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made,

I Know Now you don't love me the same

The way that I love you

I'm Hurt! Lost in the dark again . Haiz!!!

Sometime i just could't accept the fact

how like goes

But what to do?

Life goes ON!!!!

Faiz

My 20th Birthday!!!!

2008-06-30T05:27:00.000-07:00

Oh my god ... in a few days time(5th July) i'm not gonna be teen any more arrrr.... getting older day by day haiz .... alot have happen in life and i have learn alot from it ... no regread tho:)...

Anyway if u ppl are woundering what to buy for my birthday , here's some stuff i like hahah(tak tahu malu!!!!)

Hmmmm
*Long sleeve Shirt with collar (Fitting)
*Perfume
*MP3
*Shoes (size 11 or 46)
*Handphone
*Whatever which is sweet and hot hahaha

Thanks :)

Last b4 i go

To the last 4 wishing stars that i have been wishing ... I hope my dream come true Thanks

Love Faiz

LIfE Update@@@

2008-06-16T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hey all , its been a very long time since i updated my blog ...Lots have happened GoOd Stuff and the bad ones too but like i said , this is all the adventure of life ... Learn as you go along with the way of life

Well anyway i performed back up dancer on channel U last sunday .... feww it was a blust .... this show really make me feel like a star ..... the make up artis , the hair dresser wow so cool ... i feel so good!! ....i wish more shows like that wll come again inshallah....

After that me and few friends went to st james! The song was great and the ppl was fun .... i had fun .... well not only that but i also get to know someone hahahaha SUPER HOT !!!!! VERY CUTE!!!! HANDSOM!!! NAME IT ITS ALL IN ONE ..... Awww i'm so in love hhaha "kidding " but lets see la what happen next? what i can say, its a forbiddent love again haiz ...... Just wait and see!!!! Till than i'll blog again ... But before i go here's some pic i took at mediacorp Enjoy!

Why "A question that never end"

2008-06-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Haiz Reborn thingy .. it dosen't work... That person is back!!! Now every thing are back on my mind ... but i guess i'm much more stronger now ... yes i still love u but i don want to hurt myself ... anyway just think about it .. after what happened last time .. u expect me to welcome u with my arm around u .? u think i what plastic is it ... For goodness sake i got heart ok..

Haiz I know now u are having problems ... i'm not gonna drag it down here as i already advice u on friendster even tho u don want it but ya thats the least i can do .... and ya if u did't relise u scold me all the dirty words .... think b4 u say .. thats all i got to say .... b4 jatuh balak di diri mu ! Wake up!!! and stand!!! this is not the end ... no matter what life goes on u know .....

I'm alway around if u need help .... u know where to find me ... Don be scared ... i'm hamba allah just like u who is born to help ppl!!

Love Faiz

Anyway ppl hmmm Not much rounchy updates la
Been busy with work and dance .... oh ya talking about dance

I did't make it the finals tho .... hmm ts ok atleast my group had fun ... YEah !!!
More will come !!!

AND To ALL UGLY BITCHES.... Get Off My Tail!!!! I may be quite but not for long !!! This is not a tread but just a warn not to bother me !!!! I don bitch about u so u jolly well do the same !!!

QUESTION TO ALL!!!
Am a Nice guy ?

Why do i always get bad result in most thing i do ?

Is there anything that i need to change ?

Am i FAt ?

Pls reply by posting a TAG at the side of my blog thanks :)

Dare to tag ?Dare to put name... !! Don dare than get lost heheh

Faiz

DIVA 's Outing !!!

2008-05-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

H3Y ALL !!! sORRY Been busy latey Anyway its update time !!1

Hmm let's start with 16 may 2008
It was heikel and khai's birthday !!! Yaeh!! Happy Birthday !!! Anyway went to heikels chalet for his birthday party .... all the divas were there ... cool or what .... hahaha cit chat and all, makan like there no food tomorrow hahaha.. than we went to The "red house" ... nak explore but all were to scared to go in atlest tak masuk ..."ape je " but ok la it was fun la ... ofcoz exclude shit face BAd comment haiz that guy ar ppl so nice to him he want to cari pasal ... see la now EVERYONE Hate him even Out sideds Haiz .... Well don blame me ... U Did it all this by ur self ... Since last time u tried to pin me down but i think u just need to except the fact that u CAN'T .... "AKU TAK KACAU KAU .. U BETTER FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE " Saying all the untruth about me will just shine u as a "star" so stop wasting ur time !!!! If u understand that """

K la stop saying about jit jit ppl cause it will only make my blog BUSUK !!! ....
Hmmm Perfume time !! psss psss

To "HIM" i hope u like the gift that i gave u ... its from the heart ... i understand my love to u is forbiden (maybe ) but by just seeing u happy make me smile :) I'm glad that u are back as normal again :) Good luck in whatever u are doing k .... and always remember that i'm always here to hear u or acompany u ...Happy Birthday again!!!! Love U LOTS
MoTo" Everthing is gonna be Alright":)

Faiz

DIVA 's Outing !!!

2008-05-17T04:23:00.000-07:00

What up yo! hahha Hmmm Wait I busy ar >>... Will post blog tomorrow maybe k... till than do tag my blog k

LiFe As An Officer!!!

2008-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hey there , been busy lately so i did't update much :) anyway i'm gonna update u guys what happen since last friday so just enjoy reading k

Friday 9 may 2008

Went to camp at 8.30 am at HTA For my posting :) I got Foxtrot division as A Support Officer

hmm ok la .... they gather all of the F Div people and wait for our so call daddy to come hahaha "daddy" pick us up at HTA to our new home which is AMK Police Headquaters ... The place is Very big seh ... got canteen some more , mni prison , big carpark with all kind 's of Cars van bas and moto .... cool or what !!! we had briffing there till about 4.30 than come the urin test and Question and answer thingy ... hahaha it drag all the way till 6 pm just because i cannot pass urin hahaha hahaha drunk alot of water till i got bloated end up SiKIT JE!!! keluar hahahaha... funny sia !!! After that i went to kk hospital to fatch my sister and went home fewww what a day i got ..

Sat 10 may 2008

Was suppose to go for a swim with sha didi rose and shahidah but the weather won't allow us hmmm so we change the plan ... went town insteated with shahidah sha sabrina hosni and sam ... we met alot of ppl tho ... all our camp mate ... :) "keep in touch ppl" anyway we went shopping . i brought 2 new shirt and a bag .... yang lain semua feww macam org kaya... perfume la shoe make up and all hahaha it was really fun !!! After that we went to play ... met Feng there as was planed .. wow after along time tak club that was really cool too... I Dance till my neck salah urat hahaha ... went back at 6 plus to home str8... was drunk for a while tho hahah... Thanks DiVAs for the full fun day :) Muckz

SUn 11 May

Woke up at 5.30 pm ... so late i know but was too tired and my neck hurt la seh haha ... My sister than ask me to follow her to town cause she nak belanje makan at soul garden .... "Makan" Hmm Ape lagi siap la i hahah i wore my new shirt with bermudas and my mat rape shoe ... I look non local tho hahaha ... after dinner feng contacted me and sais that he really want to go st james as he never go b4 ... haiz the next day i work seh but hmm i still went la cause i have the mind set that all of us will be bust soon ... so better spend more time with them b4 it get busy ... so I called the rest but some have to report early the next day so they could't make it ... only me Poot feng prabs sam and farhan je pergi.... the rest all gi dulu as me and feng were a bit late ... reach there at 12.45 a tho hahaha lambat nye!!!!

Now come the best part ... while paying the tix i relise that the door bitch was my friend haha so she let me and feng enter for free yeah!!! "Thanks mya" prab and the rest was waiting for us at the entrance tho ... the momment i come feww the dj play rounchy song la ... lucky me ... hahaha

I met ALOT of my ex date and Friends.... and when i say alot i mean alot hahaha Cool!!! I miss them alot .... And poot thanks for the warm tight hug ... it really pay off the missed tho :) anyway knowing that my neck sakit i still dance like hell la seh hahaha... song was super cool ... best seh !!! HAiz miss st james now hahaha ... i'm going again next week tho haha for sure ... so back to my story hmmm it finish at 4 am ... than me and feng went str8 home cause we were too tired and i'm working the next day .... as for the rest of them they go makan .... hahah What a weekend got COOL!!!

Last is i would like to thank some ppl for some reason

To The DIVAS Thanks for the weekend ... so rounchy !!!

To Khai Thanks for calling to check on me .... it was so sweet of u Miss u alot tho ..MUCKZ!!!

To Fahmy Putra aka POOT Thanks again for the hug Sisters hahaha see ya around soon k!!!

To mom thanks for giving birth to me hahaha..Happy Mothers Day

And To All reader of this blog Thanks alot too... Don forget to tag!!!

Thats all for now i got for now .Thanks .. do tag my board k.... take care all .... see ya around !!!! Muckz!!

CP Faiz HTAD

My Parade!!!

2008-05-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

My parade was a BOMB!!!! Its so cool!!! I felt so proud while marching :) what's best is that My Whole Family came down WOW!!!! Thanks Abagi and didi... U guys were my VIP!!! Love u guys alot ... Haha

Video sorry i cannot post out la cause its official ... so if nak watch just tag me and i will send u my parade video k?

Anyway aaaaah At last da postout!!!! POP OH!!! Yeah!!! So happy even my posting suck to the max but ok la .... just serve and F@#$ Off !!! hahah That's what everyone said ... And i find it true ...Lol

Hmmm Thats it for now i guess will blog again soon see ya !!!

Faiz

To You!!!

2008-05-04T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hey this is to you !! Look here.. I'm glad that ur darkness has change to lightness ... Honestly !! It feel so good to see u smiling everytime !! (Sweet)But haiz!! I miss the time u called me to share ur problems with me... I miss the time u msg me "Buat Ape tu?" I miss the time u were drunk and was crying... they called me to handle u ..i wipe ur puke and tears with My Shirt sleeve and hand haha still remember tat day!!! Took care of u till morning.. I miss the time u got drunk the second time ... U told someone that u own me alot and also only i can understand u and u were looking for me !!! "HAiz That was Heart touching " Basically what i 'm saying is that i MISS YOU! yes u will say " haha we meet everyday how can u miss me " But its different u see '

It Hurt me alot to see u together with that someone but what can i do ? I'm nobody no more ! U are living ur life now ... Why do u need me anymore right?

I understand that some how ....

I don expect to be a special someone in ur life but the least is that if u see next time just remember that hey thats my good fren!!!thats all i can ask !!1 But thats not what i get !!! I got put away !!! Actually All of them feel it too!!! They felt as if they are been put away too...

Haiz!! Dear !! Ur old enough to think ... I'm Glad that u are happy now... Good Keep it up !!! But just don forget ur old frens !!! that all i have to say !! Sorry if i 'm bothering u with this kind of msg but i just have to post this ...

Much Love faiz

To :You

PoP Oh!!!!

2008-05-03T23:56:00.000-07:00

Hey all !!!Guess what today its not normal sunday cause today will be my last time booking in camp hahha Yeah!!! P.O.P is this wed. Babe!!! AT last fewww .. After 5 MONTH inside suffering and enjoying at the same time now is the end ... Moving on to a new Direction !!!New place !!! New People To Work With !!! And yada yada yada!!! HAHah Cant wait lah!!

Mom, Dad, Didi Hnna , Didi Rose and shahidah all of u must come k .... I will be marching proudly infront of all of u ... And after all i'm the only son in the family and are going through this :) So see ya !!!

Love Faiz

2008-04-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

Book out at last !!! But not for long , its just one day !!Haiz

4 more days till P.oP ... I cant wait ... haha.. Time have been going very fast lately . The daily rountin have been the same .. morning breakfast than drills till 8.30 .. rest till 9.30 than drills again till lunch ... which is at 11.30 than break till 3 pm than drills again all the way till 6pm... its sound easy but OMG!!! The hot sun is changing my skin colour!!! I'm not fair anymore arrrrr!!!!
I'm so tann!!! Or shall i say DARK!!! I hope when i pop i will get my skin colour back ...

Anyway Lets talk about love life ... Basically love life SUCKS alot for me ... I'm alwayz in the loosing end !!! Some it make me feel cruse !! But thank god i'm strong .. but not for long ...
I hope things will get better soon ... haiz .. gtg .. need to spend time with didi ... Bye guys ... see ya around !!muahz

Faiz

Memories

2008-04-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Ermm P.o.P is coming soon . Just one more week to go and thats it ! Yeah!! So happy at the same time sad as i'm gonna miss the time i had with The HTA Divas in camp "haha" (Life is just like taking a train. If its time for u to alight than u have to alight) If not u will never reach to ur motive of life :) Sweet Memories......

I will never forget u guys !!! Its very RONCHY!! to have met u guys!!!

And ofcoz not only that My bunk mate too hahah ... Pleasure knowing u guys ....Esp Nazry HAhah "tak pecha eh" haha Sweet memories.........

To All of u Thank u so much for giving me moral support during camp days ... and thank you for taking care of me when i was very sick hehe ... Thanks bunk 31 love u guy lots

Faiz

Me Myself And I

2008-04-25T07:14:00.000-07:00

A cancerian Boy!!!

Who understand ppl alot and who love to help ppl . His pleasure is when he sees someone who he helped smile at the end of the day and say " Faiz!! Thank you " :) He look at the way of life differently . Example, he look at a rebelious kid not as a notti kid itself but as what make him that way . The roots of the problem that is . ("Why is the question that never end")

Everybody knows that everything happened for a reason. You will not know the reason now but maybe soon . So Just accept the facts . Truth Hurts Sometime but that is when we will change our era of life for the best . ("Life is a very interesting journey that goes up and down ") In any problem we face , we will learn something out of it . Getting smarting everytime we face it .

There u go a short intro for my new blog .. A life story about myself .. So viewer just sit back relax and enjoy reading !!!Welcome To My Life!! Please do tag after u read .. Thanks :)

Faiz