The WaY I lOvE YoU!

After all of the times that we tried,

I found out we were living a lie

And after all of this love that we made,

I Know Now you don't love me the same

The way that I love you

I'm Hurt! Lost in the dark again . Haiz!!!

Sometime i just could't accept the fact

how like goes

But what to do?

Life goes ON!!!!

Faiz

My 20th Birthday!!!!

Oh my god ... in a few days time(5th July) i'm not gonna be teen any more arrrr.... getting older day by day haiz .... alot have happen in life and i have learn alot from it ... no regread tho:)...

Anyway if u ppl are woundering what to buy for my birthday , here's some stuff i like hahah(tak tahu malu!!!!)


Hmmmm
*Long sleeve Shirt with collar (Fitting)
*Perfume
*MP3
*Shoes (size 11 or 46)
*Handphone
*Whatever which is sweet and hot hahaha


Thanks :)


Last b4 i go




To the last 4 wishing stars that i have been wishing ... I hope my dream come true Thanks


Love Faiz

LIfE Update@@@

Hey all , its been a very long time since i updated my blog ...Lots have happened GoOd Stuff and the bad ones too but like i said , this is all the adventure of life ... Learn as you go along with the way of life



Well anyway i performed back up dancer on channel U last sunday .... feww it was a blust .... this show really make me feel like a star ..... the make up artis , the hair dresser wow so cool ... i feel so good!! ....i wish more shows like that wll come again inshallah....





After that me and few friends went to st james! The song was great and the ppl was fun .... i had fun .... well not only that but i also get to know someone hahahaha SUPER HOT !!!!! VERY CUTE!!!! HANDSOM!!! NAME IT ITS ALL IN ONE ..... Awww i'm so in love hhaha "kidding " but lets see la what happen next? what i can say, its a forbiddent love again haiz ...... Just wait and see!!!! Till than i'll blog again ... But before i go here's some pic i took at mediacorp Enjoy!

Why "A question that never end"

Haiz Reborn thingy .. it dosen't work... That person is back!!! Now every thing are back on my mind ... but i guess i'm much more stronger now ... yes i still love u but i don want to hurt myself ... anyway just think about it .. after what happened last time .. u expect me to welcome u with my arm around u .? u think i what plastic is it ... For goodness sake i got heart ok..

Haiz I know now u are having problems ... i'm not gonna drag it down here as i already advice u on friendster even tho u don want it but ya thats the least i can do .... and ya if u did't relise u scold me all the dirty words .... think b4 u say .. thats all i got to say .... b4 jatuh balak di diri mu ! Wake up!!! and stand!!! this is not the end ... no matter what life goes on u know .....

I'm alway around if u need help .... u know where to find me ... Don be scared ... i'm hamba allah just like u who is born to help ppl!!

Love Faiz







Anyway ppl hmmm Not much rounchy updates la
Been busy with work and dance .... oh ya talking about dance

I did't make it the finals tho .... hmm ts ok atleast my group had fun ... YEah !!!
More will come !!!


AND To ALL UGLY BITCHES.... Get Off My Tail!!!! I may be quite but not for long !!! This is not a tread but just a warn not to bother me !!!! I don bitch about u so u jolly well do the same !!!


QUESTION TO ALL!!!
Am a Nice guy ?

Why do i always get bad result in most thing i do ?

Is there anything that i need to change ?

Am i FAt ?

Pls reply by posting a TAG at the side of my blog thanks :)

Dare to tag ?Dare to put name... !! Don dare than get lost heheh



Faiz

DIVA 's Outing !!!

H3Y ALL !!! sORRY Been busy latey Anyway its update time !!1

Hmm let's start with 16 may 2008
It was heikel and khai's birthday !!! Yaeh!! Happy Birthday !!! Anyway went to heikels chalet for his birthday party .... all the divas were there ... cool or what .... hahaha cit chat and all, makan like there no food tomorrow hahaha.. than we went to The "red house" ... nak explore but all were to scared to go in atlest tak masuk ..."ape je " but ok la it was fun la ... ofcoz exclude shit face BAd comment haiz that guy ar ppl so nice to him he want to cari pasal ... see la now EVERYONE Hate him even Out sideds Haiz .... Well don blame me ... U Did it all this by ur self ... Since last time u tried to pin me down but i think u just need to except the fact that u CAN'T .... "AKU TAK KACAU KAU .. U BETTER FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE " Saying all the untruth about me will just shine u as a "star" so stop wasting ur time !!!! If u understand that """

K la stop saying about jit jit ppl cause it will only make my blog BUSUK !!! ....
Hmmm Perfume time !! psss psss

To "HIM" i hope u like the gift that i gave u ... its from the heart ... i understand my love to u is forbiden (maybe ) but by just seeing u happy make me smile :) I'm glad that u are back as normal again :) Good luck in whatever u are doing k .... and always remember that i'm always here to hear u or acompany u ...Happy Birthday again!!!! Love U LOTS
MoTo" Everthing is gonna be Alright":)



Faiz

DIVA 's Outing !!!

What up yo! hahha Hmmm Wait I busy ar >>... Will post blog tomorrow maybe k... till than do tag my blog k

LiFe As An Officer!!!

Hey there , been busy lately so i did't update much :) anyway i'm gonna update u guys what happen since last friday so just enjoy reading k

Friday 9 may 2008

Went to camp at 8.30 am at HTA For my posting :) I got Foxtrot division as A Support Officer

hmm ok la .... they gather all of the F Div people and wait for our so call daddy to come hahaha "daddy" pick us up at HTA to our new home which is AMK Police Headquaters ... The place is Very big seh ... got canteen some more , mni prison , big carpark with all kind 's of Cars van bas and moto .... cool or what !!! we had briffing there till about 4.30 than come the urin test and Question and answer thingy ... hahaha it drag all the way till 6 pm just because i cannot pass urin hahaha hahaha drunk alot of water till i got bloated end up SiKIT JE!!! keluar hahahaha... funny sia !!! After that i went to kk hospital to fatch my sister and went home fewww what a day i got ..

Sat 10 may 2008

Was suppose to go for a swim with sha didi rose and shahidah but the weather won't allow us hmmm so we change the plan ... went town insteated with shahidah sha sabrina hosni and sam ... we met alot of ppl tho ... all our camp mate ... :) "keep in touch ppl" anyway we went shopping . i brought 2 new shirt and a bag .... yang lain semua feww macam org kaya... perfume la shoe make up and all hahaha it was really fun !!! After that we went to play ... met Feng there as was planed .. wow after along time tak club that was really cool too... I Dance till my neck salah urat hahaha ... went back at 6 plus to home str8... was drunk for a while tho hahah... Thanks DiVAs for the full fun day :) Muckz

SUn 11 May

Woke up at 5.30 pm ... so late i know but was too tired and my neck hurt la seh haha ... My sister than ask me to follow her to town cause she nak belanje makan at soul garden .... "Makan" Hmm Ape lagi siap la i hahah i wore my new shirt with bermudas and my mat rape shoe ... I look non local tho hahaha ... after dinner feng contacted me and sais that he really want to go st james as he never go b4 ... haiz the next day i work seh but hmm i still went la cause i have the mind set that all of us will be bust soon ... so better spend more time with them b4 it get busy ... so I called the rest but some have to report early the next day so they could't make it ... only me Poot feng prabs sam and farhan je pergi.... the rest all gi dulu as me and feng were a bit late ... reach there at 12.45 a tho hahaha lambat nye!!!!

Now come the best part ... while paying the tix i relise that the door bitch was my friend haha so she let me and feng enter for free yeah!!! "Thanks mya" prab and the rest was waiting for us at the entrance tho ... the momment i come feww the dj play rounchy song la ... lucky me ... hahaha

I met ALOT of my ex date and Friends.... and when i say alot i mean alot hahaha Cool!!! I miss them alot .... And poot thanks for the warm tight hug ... it really pay off the missed tho :) anyway knowing that my neck sakit i still dance like hell la seh hahaha... song was super cool ... best seh !!! HAiz miss st james now hahaha ... i'm going again next week tho haha for sure ... so back to my story hmmm it finish at 4 am ... than me and feng went str8 home cause we were too tired and i'm working the next day .... as for the rest of them they go makan .... hahah What a weekend got COOL!!!

Last is i would like to thank some ppl for some reason

To The DIVAS Thanks for the weekend ... so rounchy !!!

To Khai Thanks for calling to check on me .... it was so sweet of u Miss u alot tho ..MUCKZ!!!

To Fahmy Putra aka POOT Thanks again for the hug Sisters hahaha see ya around soon k!!!

To mom thanks for giving birth to me hahaha..Happy Mothers Day

And To All reader of this blog Thanks alot too... Don forget to tag!!!

Thats all for now i got for now .Thanks .. do tag my board k.... take care all .... see ya around !!!! Muckz!!

CP Faiz HTAD